We are defined by our opportunities, even the ones we missed~
I once struggled with the idea that there is a divine purpose behind my failure in completing my final practicum in NIE. I questioned why I was being put to the test, I chose to believe that I had lost all hope, I was even convinced that teaching was not my calling and that the only way out was to quit the service prematurely.
Two years counting, and I have a lot to be grateful for ever since I overcame the downfall I experienced. Indeed, Allah is all-knowing and I can never thank Him enough for guiding me through my darkest moments. Looking back, He made me suffer temporarily so that I can emerge as a much stronger and determined person. He made my heart broken to make it whole again, so that I could re-learn to put my trust in Him in all my affairs. And for that, I am eternally grateful Ya Rabb.